

I was made this way.
Voiceless. Disposable. Forgotten.
Lingering memories of an absent father,
Hovering over a broken mother,
Drowning her pain in a pipe full of crack.
The stench of shame clung to me like piss in the air—
No matter how hard I scrubbed, it wouldn’t wash off.
Fading into the background,
Until Lucifer whispered, “I see you.”

Her desires were dismissed, her opinions silenced, her dreams buried beneath layers of modesty, virtue, and duty.
A stage where a girl once danced fiercely.
She drifts—physically, emotionally, spiritually—unable to commit, unable to return.




She was staring into a dream-symbol—an illusion, a construct of the unconscious.

Love for country. Love for a wife waiting by the window. Love for children who may never know his face. Love for God, whispered into the darkness of a foxhole.

it is still not enough for a woman who has already slain her own.

It needs her to heal herself.
And in her healing, others will find their reflection.

Even his.
The devil knows his weakness—the seduction of beauty, the hunger for ecstasy, the longing to feel whole in another’s arms. The apple made Adam leave heaven. The Lover must face his own Eden and his own fall.
